Why this is happening. . . .

It's 11th of March . . . . 2012 . . .

I found myself lost . . . . . .

It was nothing . . . . .

Like usual, I being treated like sh*t . . . .

Thrown my phone . . .

The cover breaks . . . .

Then suddenly. . . . .

There's BLOOD . . . .
IT happening again . . . .

my sickness, my decease . . . . .

I wasn't suppose to stop hurting myself if I'm in heart-ache. .

Got to say, I'm lucky . . . .
To have this back . . . .

I don't believe in 'Jodoh' (Mate).
But I'd do believe in fate . . .

Remember once before I dreamed about myself being living all alone?

Nobody beside of me, I'm all alone.

Well, I think it's just right around the corner . . .

And it were waiting for the turn . . . .

*Sigh* . . .

I wish my life were happy ,. . . .

but what I get, just more pathetic life . . .

The love I was adore/care so much . . . .

Just like a wolf, that howling every night to the moon . . . . . . .

Doesn't know when or how I will realized that I'm a fool . . . . . . . .