Back To The Start Line . . .

Actually I was hoping for Unifi installation yesterday , but that 'unifi guy' didn't install my unifi at all , all because of the 'telekom line' not working well . Well , my father have contact his friend regarding to the telekom's line damage , but then I realised that the STUPID IDIOT UNIFI GUY have cheated me ! He didn't install anything , and then go just like that . Leaving me with my confused blur like hell situation , then his 'team' called me , said "It's okay about the line , the Unifi will charge you within by the activation of your Unifi line" , I said "Huh ? what the . . . . ? He didn't install anything at all , how can I activate anything ??" , Then the guy's on the line said "Oh , this kinda problem you need to call 1300-88-1222 and ask them." .


I tried for 3hours calling the line with the word "Pegawai Perkhidmatan kami sedang sibuk , sila tunggu.Panggilan anda amat penting buat kami." . I like , MA CHI PET . . . . What the hell they're BUSY so much ?? Then when my called were answered , it's a female operator , after I explained everything , she said "I will sent a new team due to your installation , but you will be charge like NORMAL(RM200 for installation)" , I responded "What ?? Why on earth I need to pay for the installation ? I registered on the time of PROMOTION WAIVED FOR INSTALLATION FEEs." , "Wait for a moment sir , I will help you as I could." . . . Then for like 10minute I waited on hold , she responded "I will sent a new team, you tell them what happen. And then they'll install for you." .


Today I ask my Unifi Official Agent friend that I've registered from , he said that is not kind of TM Unfi workers , and he also said he will help me register again as no installation fee needed . Plus , that contractor unifi at the time they want to do installation , they said "The cable is not enough and you will be charge for the extra cable." , I wondered , my house is not that big . . ?? After I called my father , he came and helped me measure the surrounding , wanna know what ? THEY F*CKINGLY want my money for their EXTRA POCKET MONEY . When I ask them about the cable should be okay , they freaked out and said the 'telekom line' got a problem . DAMN ! I should have seen that coming though !

Ahahahaaa . Bahasa melayu .

Penat gila dol . . . .
Letih cam nak pengsan , haha . tu la ayat yg sesuai aku letak dalam kepala otak aku ni pepagi ahad ni .
Member kerja aku ni pulak boleh kata letih . aku tanye "hei , u tido pukul brape hah ?" , selambe je dia jawab "dua belas lah." .
aku dengan muka shin chan buat hal nya , "saye tido pukul lima setengah pagi wooo ! lagi letih !" , die boleh lak jawab "hah ??" (pekak sikit la katakan) , aku pun jawab la dalam kantonis "Em Tim Pun!"
hahaha . . . pepagi da blur . . . . aku saje guna cermin mata , ala² skema balik . . haha . mati² orang tak kasi aku pakai sbb skema habis . kepala da berserabut gila , nasib baik ade yg buat aku gelak pepagi buta tadi . . rase lapang la sikit hati , bukan aku je yg ade masalah dalam dunia ni . .


Ni haaa . . headphone bluetooth aku nak tu . da order da dekat ebay . . bodo la , USA -> Malaysia shipment bape lame uh ?? ramai tanye , knp nak Sony jugak ? Jawapan aku ? Sebab aku nak Sony laaaa lantui .

Sebenarnye , aku rindu jugak dekat panda aku tu . . . . . Kesian dia kene marah dengan aku malam tadi , bukan aku sengaja nak marah kau wahai si panda comel . . . Tapi jangan la kau buat perangai . . Terus terang memang aku berkawan dengan Sara Ahmad dan Maya Masturah Ahmad , tapi mereka berdua ni jela kawan yang aku nak ada . Dua² rock kapak buat aku nak ketawa saje . aku cuma nak kasitahu kau ni panda , mereka dua ni la sahabat aku setakat ni . Panda , kau ramai kawan , aku tak nak kawan kau jadi kawan aku . . Leceh aaaa . Biar lah aku ada kawan sendiri , lagi pon , ni bukan same macam Kak E and A N , ni aku sendiri yang pilih sebagai kawan , kau panda pun nak tahu diorang ni macamane kan ? boleh , cuba kawan dengan diorang . kalau kau tak suka , kau cakap jela , aku tahu , aku pun ada kawal² kau . tapi aku tak minta banyak , beberapa orang je jadi kawan aku . . . Kau jela kekasih ku panda ! Panda oh panda , jangan lupe please la ubah perangai . . . Aku tak nak kau jadi sloth laaaa . Oh , banyak kali kau tanye aku , ape tu sloth kan ? haaa . . ni aku kasi tunjuk !
Ni la Sloth . ^^

It's just a test . . . LOST .

I found myself lost . . . . .

Lost by illusion , create by people who always ask and like to see other people lost . .

When you're lost , the only thing that you remember and wanted is an end .

But though , being lost make one new whole experience of yourself . . .

As being lost , also could make you become an independent person .
Who take responsibility seriously , and not making more mistakes .

For me , lost is a common word , a word that will be always haunting myself and others . . .
Though to some people , lost making them vulnerable . .

Lost is a strong word actually , to mind , map , any type of situation also could have this word . .
Lost by meaning of choice is the hardest one . .

When you needed to choose whether your choice is the right one . . .
Or simply make you more lost in your own confused situation . . .

For me , myself , I'm always be lost . . .
What reason I'd said that I'm lost ?

Funny for some people would known , I'm one of the God's made Allah S.W.T ,
But I'm not same as the other . .

I came from a broken family . . It wasn't been nice at all . . . .
Since I've been aware of my friends 'back-stabbing' attitude , I left them for good . .

Once I tried to 'ended' my life , but failed for quite a time . .
I fall far deep into darkness , making myself vulnerable to anyone that could influence my mind .

Making me a monster . . . I started being rude , and uncontrollable to anyone . .
I met a girl . . . She changed my life , for once , I stop and think . .

But happy on world is not last forever . .
Being left again alone is such a torment for myself . . .

Now I think again . . Why it happen like this ?
Am I not good enough for having my own happiness ?

But who am I wanted to judge Almighty's order . . .
I'm also one of His creation . .

I just wanted all of this come to an end . . .
I also wanted . . . . Nevermind . . It doesn't make sense for a reader like you . . .

World . . . It's a perfect MAZE , easy to get lost without help . . .
Some of them will pass the maze without lost . But most of them will end up lost . . . Until now . . .

Perghhhh !!! Bodoh !!! Idiot !

Maxis Broadband !
Yes , it's a well known name .
But seriously it's damn F****** slow !
Cause of that slow and my 'angry'ness .
I can't UPDATE my antivirus , can't PLAY my wolfteam , and also can't CHAT in facebook !

GirlFriend/Spouse/Baby/Comel .
Ishhh !!! please dear ! stop being mean !
Please correct all your wrong !
I love you ! but please !!!
Don't make me leave you .
Giving you another chance , hope it is not a wrong choice .

The truth always hurts . . .

Lately , things are started to complicated . .
Thought it will be fine , but none of it showing a good result . .

I fall in love again , but with the wrong person . .
I shouldn't did that . .

Though still , I'm in agonizing pain . . .
She didn't love me at all . . .

All the time it's already there . . .
Right in front of me . .

Am I blind ? Am I too careless ?
I just want to be happy . . .

Why would she kept on breaking my heart ?
Truly asking , why she did it ?

Until this present time, I doesn't know why she even did it over and over again . . . . .

Must be something .

It must be something , I need to say . . .
You took my heart , several time you break it . . .

I think it's time , for me to say . .
Stop it .

Now I need to be free . I have known you for quite a time . .
You make me suffered for a quite long term . . .

Why you did it to me ?
There's must be something . . .

It's always something . . .
Something would make me sad . . .

Something , there is always something . .
Bothering , Disturbing . . Annoying . . . .

I want to know , What is that something ,
Is it a bad charm ? Is it just a cycle of life ?

Oh . . . I noticed . . . It's not about something . . .
It's me . . . I am the one who always thought there's something in my life . . .