Ya Allah . . .
It's so painfull . .
It's so hurts . . .
Please . . . . . . . . . .
Blood dripping out from my mouth everyday . . .
What are You trying to tell me . . ?
Am I dying ? Or maybe it's just my illness ?
Why this pain won't go away . . . ?
I'm hurt so badly . . .
My mind started to dying . .
I can't think clearly . . . .
So many things I wanted to have , but I will never have . .
Friendship . . Family . . . .
I wanted to be . . . . . . . . .
Happy . . .