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Thursday, March 24, 2011

It's just a test . . . LOST .


I found myself lost . . . . .
Lost by illusion , create by people who always ask and like to see other people lost . .
When you're lost , the only thing that you remember and wanted is an end .
But though , being lost make one new whole experience of yourself . . .

As being lost , also could make you become an independent person .
Who take responsibility seriously , and not making more mistakes .

For me , lost is a common word , a word that will be always haunting myself and others . . .
Though to some people , lost making them vulnerable . .

Lost is a strong word actually , to mind , map , any type of situation also could have this word . .
Lost by meaning of choice is the hardest one . .

When you needed to choose whether your choice is the right one . . .
Or simply make you more lost in your own confused situation . . .

For me , myself , I'm always be lost . . .
What reason I'd said that I'm lost ?

Funny for some people would known , I'm one of the God's made Allah S.W.T ,
But I'm not same as the other . .

I came from a broken family . . It wasn't been nice at all . . . .
Since I've been aware of my friends 'back-stabbing' attitude , I left them for good . .

Once I tried to 'ended' my life , but failed for quite a time . .
I fall far deep into darkness , making myself vulnerable to anyone that could influence my mind .

Making me a monster . . . I started being rude , and uncontrollable to anyone . .
I met a girl . . . She changed my life , for once , I stop and think . .

But happy on world is not last forever . .
Being left again alone is such a torment for myself . . .

Now I think again . . Why it happen like this ?
Am I not good enough for having my own happiness ?

But who am I wanted to judge Almighty's order . . .
I'm also one of His creation . .

I just wanted all of this come to an end . . .
I also wanted . . . . Nevermind . . It doesn't make sense for a reader like you . . .

World . . . It's a perfect MAZE , easy to get lost without help . . .
Some of them will pass the maze without lost . But most of them will end up lost . . . Until now . . .

Monday, March 21, 2011

Perghhhh !!! Bodoh !!! Idiot !

Maxis Broadband !
Yes , it's a well known name .
But seriously it's damn F****** slow !
Cause of that slow and my 'angry'ness .
I can't UPDATE my antivirus , can't PLAY my wolfteam , and also can't CHAT in facebook !

GirlFriend/Spouse/Baby/Comel .
Ishhh !!! please dear ! stop being mean !
Please correct all your wrong !
I love you ! but please !!!
Don't make me leave you .
Giving you another chance , hope it is not a wrong choice .
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